Friday, May 20, 2005
thiS iS thE dAy!!!
hmM.. i'm actuali feeling so happi lahx.... cos its going to be a long weeeekend!!! alrit mAn!!!budden, dun tink its gonna b v nice.... cos i'll b going mSia jux 2ml morning.... grandad's death anniversary....i got a lot of homeworks man! means i have to rush all of dem 2nite.... if i wan to enjoy my "holidays" .... i have to skip my econs make-up lecture 2ml...! it's like so importanT!!! cos i dun understand it... n this is going to b a v good help... but nvm, ask fren 2 fill mi in ... so-the-no-choicealso, i'm going to miss an excellent time in church on sat!! I.D service... hmm.. heard tt's there's going to b sumtink super exciting happening.... hmmm... hMMMM... HMMMMMM!!!more more more!!! HEAVEN having a gathering at sentosa... in case sum may not noe wad's HEAVEN, it's my sec sch clique..... gort ME, EVELYN, SHI YIN, CHYE YAN, KARINE, PUAY YONG, DA JIN, ARMANI, BENJI, YU FAN, n a new member! WAI KIAT worx.... ahha... lots of fun i suppose.. hai... i'll miss it....ydae had disciple-ship.. cindesheep n chongster! combined forces... hmmm....reali thank God.. cos the msg shared by cindy was so relevant to my life.. it's abt WORRYING!!! yah.. i guess.. all in all, i dun have to worry abt anitink tt cld seems so serious? cos ... God is taking charge yahx?waHx.. den ydae gort a lot of homework lah... GP, LIT n ECONS!!! den haha.. *Nicholas v good ar! he help mi do my schematic plan.. econs wor... wahhaha... work so hard ar..... help mi do alot of sttuufs eh! wah.... so touched..... but he wans mi treat him BAO YU lorx... siao 1.... lOl...aniwae, was feeling a bit of sadness in me for de past few dayxmy cls... 24 peeps... n nw... 1 of dem leaving for Ngee Ann poly...3 more apppealing out of PJC heading for a different route in life....can ur actuali feel it? tt the cls is going to b spiltted... we knew each other barely more den 3 mths lah.... n we have to part so soon?w/o me saying much, guess sum of ur oso can guess the reason for leaving rit? tooo stress, worries of unable to cope, worries of A LEVELS.... hmm.... more n more....sumtimes i wonder, if dey cant, can i?? noe its wrong lah.. musnt think like this, but cant help feeling this sumtimesi wan to have more faith in myself, i wan to reject all these thoughts in me.. sumtimes juz feel more worried, but guess wad.... as God assures, i'll b assured bah....but.. i stilllll lllll llll will miss dem...
dancing all night long _ *
8:17 PM
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